Primera semana y ya estoy agotada. Mañana empiezo a salir taarrrrde D:.

Hoy fui al velorio del papá de un compañero :c y mañana me están obligando a ir al funeral. EN CLASES. no qiuero, no no no. no quiero perder clases. a ellos les gustará perder clases pero a mi no :c

ES GAAAY D: (U)


JR.-

Caca.

Mañana empiezo el colegio. Lo raro es que se me quitaron todas las ganas de entrar con la maldita espera.

Great.


JR.-

D: Mañana va a ser mi último fin de semana de vacaciones (si es que no se cambia la fecha denuevo -.-) y sadsa ya no se me ocurre que nada mas para hacer ._. Mañana voy a la junta del Fever con la Kim para salir de la casa un rato D: he estado todos los días aquí desde el terremoto DDD:

no tengo nada que aportar ._. solo que hoy me teñiré el pelo, me haré las uñas y sería XDDD

JR.-

4 Months...

SI CONCHETUMADRE SON 4 MESES DEL MEJOR DÍA DE MI VIDA. AÚN INDESCRIPTIBLE, ÍNCREIBLE...

A ESTA HORA... YA ESTABA EN LA FILA. HACE RATO (?) Y WEON ME MORÍA DE CALOR, DE SED, DE HAMBRE Y ESTABA CON LOS NERVIOS DE PUNTA. IBA A VER A MI BANDA FAVORITA TOCAR EN VIVO... Y YO IBA A ESTAR CERCA DE ELLOS. EN ESE MOMENTO NI ME IMPORTÓ QUE NO TUVE MEET AND GREET. Y AÚN NO ME IMPORTA, PORQUE LOS VI TOCAR TODAS LAS CANCIONES QUE ME ENCANTAN <3>

AÚN RECUERDO EL DÍA QUE LA CAMILA ME LLAMÓ Y YO NO LE CONTESTABA PORQUE ESTABA EN EDUCACIÓN FÍSICA, Y CUANDO ENCONTRÉ COMO LAS 50 LLAMADAS PERDIDAS LA LLAME POR COBRO REVERTIDO (?) Y ME LLAMÓ Y ME DIJO 'WEONA, ADIVINA' Y YO 'QUE WN QE' Y ME DIJO 'ADIVINA' Y YO 'PANIC VIENE A CHILE WEON' Y ME DIJO 'SI WEONA' Y ME PUSE A LLORAR Y TODOS MIS COMPAÑEROS ME DECIAN QUE TE PASA QUE TE PASA Y YO LLORABA COMO EUFORICA. DESPUÉS TODOS MIS COMPAÑEROS ME MOLESTARON PERO NO ME IMPORTA ELLOS NO TIENEN NI IDEA LO QUE ERA PARA MÍ ESA NOTICIA. LLEGUÉ A MI CASA Y LO COMPROBÉ, LLAME A TODAS MIS AMIGAS Y LES CONTÉ. NINGUNA PODÍA CREERLO. ES QUE ENSERIO, ERA TAN INCREÍBLE EN ESOS MOMENTOS ESA NOTICIA, DESPUÉS DE LA SEPARACIÓN Y TODO... PENSÉ QUE NUNCA LOS IBA A PODER VER EN VIVO. PERO DIOS ESCUCHÓ MIS ORACIONES LO SÉ.

Y DOY GRACIAS A DIOS POR HABER IDO. Y POR HABER COMPARTIDO ESE HERMOSO DÍA CON MIS AMIGAS <3>

CUATRO MESES YA. Y ESTOY PA' LA CAGÁ. YA ME IMAGINO CUANDO SEA UN AÑO, VOY A ESTAR DESTROZADA. PERO AÚN CON LA ESPERANZA DE QUE VUELVAN. Y SÉ QUE LO VAN A HACER. ME DA LO MISMO CUANTO TIEMPO SEA, NO IMPORTA, PERO SI VUELVEN, LOS IRÉ A VER DENUEVO Y GASTARE TODO EL DINERO QUE SEA NECESARIO <3>PANIC! AT THE DISCO, SON MI VIDA. NO SABEN LO FELIZ QUE ME HAN HECHO.

earthquake.-

as you may know, there was an earthquake in my country last week.

for me, it wasn't that bad. i'm fine, and so is my family. but there are some people who lost everything; their houses, their family members, or even their lives.

it's kinda hard to listen what other people are going through. but... thank god i'm alive. and thank god that all of my friends are ok.

the day of the earthquake i was sleeping, because i was kinda tired, so i fell sleep like 9 p.m -lol- and then... my mom starts screaming. i woke up as fast as i could while my mom was running to the garden. i hugged my mom because she was kinda paranoic, she was crying and screaming to my grandparents who were inside of the other house, and they didn't answered. we tried to get in from the back of the house but we couldn't. we were still like shaking. my dog was running on the backyard and all i wanted to do was catch him. he was so desesperated :C i almost cried. and then, i didn't saw where he was. when the earthquake ended, my mom went to the front door of my grandparent's house and took them outside. and i started to search for my dear dog. i couldn't find him. i went to my house, because the door was open, i couldn't find any light, so i started to call him, but he wasn't anywhere. so, i went to a kinda 'room' that we have on the backyard. i opened the door, and there he was. he was under a lot of boxes and bags that fell on him :c i cried, because i love my dog more than anything. he was shaking. i hugged him and took him where my other dog was. both shaking, both scared, both felling insecure.

my brother and her girlfriend arrived to my house like 5 minutes later (he lives like so far away from me, i don't know how he did it). he helped me to get inside my house to see how it was. my room was kinda ok, all my cd's were on the floor, my camera too, my guitars and my pictures. i almost cried when i saw my closet, the only picture who didn't fell on the floor was one that i have with an EX-FRIEND. that was kinda creepy.

anyways, i went to my mom's room. and OH MY GOD. she has like this huge tv, and it was on the floor, with her cd's all broken, and well, her clothes and the lamps... everything was on the floor. my brother found my cellphone under my bed. i took a coat, and socks and i went to the garden with my family.

my dad came too, it was kinda weird, but he helped a lot. i kinda like him a little bit now.

my whole family were worried about my cousins. they weren't with us. they were on the beach so... we were scared for them.

fortunately, we could talk to them. and they were ok. my mom told them that they had to come back, and they did.

that day i couldn't sleep, we were listening to the radio, and it was awful to hear what happened in other cities.

i tried to call my friends later, and i couldn't.

next day i talked to clau, caro, diego, rocio and gonzalo. but i couldn't talk to cami or kim.

the good thing was that i had water and food to survive D: but i knew that there were some other people who didn't had that. so i was kinda sad.

when i saw the news, and i saw all the places who had a tsunami, i cried. it hurts to see your country almost destroyed. and with so many people suffering.

but seriously, i'm worried about myself. because i enjoyed the eartquake.

JR.-

my cousin's bedroom.