Stupid Love Story

There was a girl who didn’t believe in love, she never did, and she didn’t want to.

Until one day, she saw him. A young boy with long hair, not that cute, but there was something in him that made her crazy about.

Since that day, she didn’t stop thinking about him. And as long she liked him more, she cared less the fact that he didn’t knew that she existed.

She never found the right time to introduce herself, he never saw her. As long she tried, she never could.

The pictures of him were all around her bedroom. That made her happy, even though she was stopping believing that she was going to meet him someday.

… That’s the problem of being in love of a famous person.

Her friends called her crazy, but she didn’t think that way. Those feelings were special for her, it wasn’t just a ‘celebrity crush’, it was more than that. And she didn’t care about what people thought.

One day, her best friend told her that she had a surprise for her, she didn’t ask, and she followed her.

When her best friend stopped in front of a door, she told her to close her eyes. She didn’t doubt, and obviously she did it. Her best friend took her hand and took her inside the place.

“Open your eyes”

The big surprise was that they were inside of a room where it was her idol.

She almost passed out, but she didn’t. She didn’t believe that she was there, in front of him. She didn’t know how that could happen. She didn’t cared.

She smiled, and he smiled. She didn’t said a word. She was just watching his eyes, in silence.

Unfortunately, the security guard came into the room, announcing that they had to go.

She almost cried. She hugged him as strongest as she could, she didn’t wanted to let him go, but she had to do it.

She wave goodbye, and she left with a huge smile on her face.

Her life was complete.




Don’t stop believing.

Just another anormal day of summer.-

Friends forever should stay with you whatever the situation is.

I feel lonely. That's the situation.

I haven't seeing my best friend since a long time ago.
My others friends don't support me. And make me feel worse.
My heart hurts everytime I think about it.
And I'm afraid of being alone. I'm afraid to stay alone forever.
And yeah, that's sounds kinda of stupid. I don't care. That's how I feel.

One of my best friends, Gonzalo, is going away. We don't talk anymore. And when we do, we ended arguing. It's sucks.

And other of my best friends, Claudia, is like... obsessed with some guy we met in school like 5 months ago. She only talks to him. He knows all her life... and yeah, that bothers me. And Rocío told me that I was jealous. I AM. SO WHAT. SHE'S ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS SINCE WE WERE KIDS. I'm afraid to lose her. It's the same thing that happens with Rocío. She's on a relationship right now. And I'm afraid that all of that stuffs gets her away from me :C

I feel that my friendship with Lina, Caami and Irina is about to end. I mean, I love those girls. But yeah, we don't talk anymore. And it's hard to keep a friendship by internet. And I think that they don't love me as I do :C that I care more about them than they about me.

And well... with Fafy I think our friendship is still there. Even though if we sometimes fight or argue about stupid things. I love her. She give me some good advices. And I think she's always there. But... yeah, she doesn't love me as I love her.

I think I have to change my mind. When I talk to them it's like if they don't know anybody else. But yeah, they have a lot of other friends. I'm not the only one.

I have to stop suffer about that.

And thanks to Mai. She has helped me A LOT. She's always so nice C: and she have wise advices. And she's also a great friend C: She knows that I'm gonna be always for her. Because the both of us has lived like the same things. So, thanks Mai. Thanks for being like that :D

It bothers me that people who I thought they were my real friends think that you're weird. That you're stupid. And that you've changed even if you haven't.

According to them, I've changed just because I don't listen the music I used to. I mean... THAT MAKES ANY DIFFERENCE IN ME? I don't think so.

As Mai just said 'you just have to ask for help'. But when I do... nobody helps me.

How do you think I feel?

It's hard for me not being supported. Though I understand my friends. They have their own lifes. I'm not like 'the center of their lifes'. I've never thought that. But I just wanna feel that my friends are gonna support me when I need it. It's that asking for too much?


PS: I give thanks to God for having this blog. It's the only place I can say whatever I want.

I love my friends still...

J.-

Weón. Esque simplemente no puede ser. Por qué el 2009 ha traído tantas desgracias? Claro, y ahora último, casi finalizando el año, me salen con que murió The Rev. Gracias Fafy por avisarme u.u Esque simplemente no puede ser... (Diablos, había escrito demasiado pero blogger se homosexualizó y me borró todo)

Este va a ser uno de los sucesos que me va a tomar demasiado tiempo en olvidar.

Jimmy Sullivan The Rev ♥ (10.02.1981 - 29.12.2009)

loved ones back home all crying 'cause they're already missing me, I pray by the grace of God that there's somebody listening, give me a chance to be that person I wanna be. oh Lord I'll try so hard but you gotta let go of me.

FELIZ CUMPLEAÑOS CAMILAAA

Cumpleaños feliz, te deseo a tí, cumpleaños Camila.

QUE LOS CUMPLAS FELIZ

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Hay amigui (??) Te juro que te quiero así demasiado. Gracias por ser así conmigo este último tiempo, porque aunque no te guste oírlo (???) te has convertido en mi mejor amiga :). Créeme, nunca NUNCA había gastado 50 lucas en una amiga. Debo quererte mucho para hacer eso (??) y aparte, como que te he agarrado mucho cariño :) y siempre hablar contigo como que me ilumina (?????????????). Y tu sabes que yo te admiro en muchos aspectos, por como eres, por como escribes (?) y por todo :)

hasta aquí, debes haberte dado cuenta que no soy buena para escribir cartas ni nada de eso. so, olvidame (??)

asdasdas weon esque primero, gracias por ser tan buena onda conmigo :) por hacerme reir y vomitar en el suelo (??) y por hacerme pasar tan lindos momentos cuando estamos juntas :) enserio espero que esta wea dure pa siempre shia: *se pone flaite* *saca el cd de reggaeton* *perrea*

Ah yapo decía (??) que gracias i la volá :) Y ojalá sepas lo mucho que te quiero xd y sabis que yo te tenia la mea weaita escrita pero blogger me lo borro xd asi que D: perdistes porqe no me acuerdo de nada.

ily bf :) happy b-day

aonde quedo el suit fiftin? 1313

i got it

"Recuerdas todas esas veces que me escapé contigo? Esas veces que solo íbamos a tu casa a mirarnos los ojos, y contemplarnos.
Recuerdas todas esas cartas que tenían como 5 hojas por los dos lados?
Y esas veces que los profesores nos retaban en el colegio...
Esos sí que eran buenos tiempos.
Y aunque más que lo intentamos, siempre algo se interponía. Y te pido perdón. Porque casi siempre la culpa era mía.
Hasta hoy, lamento haber perdido una persona tan grande como tú..."



Y hoy, denuevo, me dormí en la clase de Historia. Y me desperté cuando no había nadie en la sala. Y me paré, y me caí. Mi pie se había quedado dormido. Tuve que esperar al rededor de 5 minutos para que por lo menos pudiera moverme un poco, un niño de mi curso me ayudó a bajar las escaleras y fui al encuentro de mis amigas.
Luego de otra hora de Historia (Que no sé como, pero no me quedé dormida) fuimos al almuerzo y blablabla recreo. TIMBRE. Volvimos a clases y nos fuimos a nuestros talleres, pero nos escapamos para acompañar a la Rebeca a las audiciones del festival de la voz.
Cuando llegó su turno, nos dejaron pasar todas. Y para mi sorpresa, había JUSTO un asiento al lado del de la persona que más odio y que más me gusta hacerle la vida imposible. Me senté junto a ella, e indignada sacó un cuaderno y empezó a escribir cosas ininteligibles desde mi punto de vista (?) Así que seguí escuchando a mi compañera hasta que un sonido de hoja me detuvo. Me giré hacia ella y había arrancado la hoja del cuaderno y la había dado vuelta y siguió escribiendo cosas por ese lado. Seguí viendo a mi compañera hasta que terminó y nos fuimos. La Josefa me dijo 'Oye, la Fabiola estaba puro escribiendo Javiera te odio Javiera chupapico Javiera CTM y weas... La mina freak así, yo estaba a punto de decirle consiguete una vida' Y ahí me bajó el ataque de risa. Es tan estúpida esa mina que me llega a dar pena.

Su enorme nariz no me dejaba leer, btw.

LA TENGO

Cronología?

Lunes 9 de Noviembre del 2009:
7:00 Levantarme
8:00 Salir y encontrarme con la camila
9:00 Ir al aeropuerto
10:00 Quedarme hasta verlos y gritar

Martes 10 de Noviembre del 2009
6:00 Levantarme
7:30 Irme al Arena con la Camila
8:00 hacer la fila y esperar
21:00 Concierto *baila*
23:30 Salida del concierto, Camila se va a mi casa

Miércoles 11 de Noviembre del 2009
DORMIR TODO EL DIA XD Y RECORDAR LO MARAVILLOSO QUE FUE XD


dah xd

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

DIGAMOS QUE ESTE ES EL MEJOR DÍA DE MI VIDA.


CONFIRMARON A PANIC EN CHILE

Y BUENO, DIGAMOS QUE SOY LA NIÑA MAS FELIZ DEL MUNDO.


AUNQUE NO VEA A ROSS NI A WALKER, ESCUCHARÉ LA HERMOSA MÚSICA QUE SIEMPRE ME INSPIRA (?) Y ME HACE VIVIR :'D

GOSH, NO PUEDO EXPLICAR LA MALDITA FELICIDAD QUE SIENTO *-* Y JURO QUE LLORÉ. Y MIS COMPAÑEROS SE REÍAN DE MÍ, NO ME IMPORTA. VERÉ A MI BANDA FAVORITA PORFÍN. CON VERLOS EN VIVO SERÉ FELIZ. QUIZÁS TENGA LA POSIBILIDAD DE TOCARLOS *-* DE HABLARLES *-* DE CONOCERLOS *-* O LO QUE SEA *-* ME CONFORMO CON CUALQUIER COSA :D

Y ENSERIO. LO MEJOR DE TODO ES PODER COMPARTIR ESTA HERMOSA EXPERIENCIA CON MI MEJOR AMIGA *-* Y CON MIS AMIGAS QUE AÚN NO CONOZCO PERO CONOCERÉ :'D

NADIE VA A PODER QUITARME LA ALEGRÍA QUE SIENTO EN ESTE MOMENTO :D